Zone Rouge
(for the centennial)
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When the land was.
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Full of bodies dead. And twisted.
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When the fighting was.
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Sustained.
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With bodies. Dead. Twisted on a riverbank.
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Wrist bent. Hand hovers. Over water.
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Dead bodies with fingers. Like feathers.
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Stretched feathers or the calamus.
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Attaching to bird skin.
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These are bodies. Bodies of war.
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Dead with. Feathered fingers.
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Wing of a bird.
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300 days of shelling.
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The shells were 240 mm. Full of shrapnel.
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Mustard gas.
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Hitting men and hitting ground.
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Making holes. Upon impact.
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Shrapnel bursting.
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Bloom and rip.
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Ripping through dirt and faces.
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Ripped skin. Ripping off tissue.
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A nose.
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Hole in the center of an ear.
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Exposing canal and bone.
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Missing teeth. One lower jaw is.
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Gone. A set of lips.
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The chunk of a chin.
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And the shells. Shells from Verdun.
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Are still there.
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Unexploded ordnance. Sunk.
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Into dirt pockets. Like seeds.
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This blooming. Metal war.
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Shrapnel that looks like rocks or.
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Smooth egg of a bird.
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Soil made of mud and men and metal.
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How. Metal leaches and clings.
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This soil of war.
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Chlorine and lead and mercury and arsenic.
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Where every tree and every plant and every animal.
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Each blade of grass.
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Where 99% of everything died.
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Ground stripped raw.
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Stripped earth tissue or how this is.
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What war also.
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Also does.
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Damage to properties: 100%
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Damage to agriculture: 100%
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Impossible to clean.
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Human life impossible.
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The government declared it uninhabitable.
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A no-go zone.
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Broken skeletons of villages.
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And the craters that bombs make.
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Deep and round holes.
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How the bomb craters filled with water.
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Making. War ponds.
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This is a place.
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Where almost everything died.
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But the land.
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The land was still alive.
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Grass stretching again and.
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Grafting itself over the bone.
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Bone of what happened.
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Stretching over trenches and scars.
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Like new skin.
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And plants and trees and vines.
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Rodents and snails and voles and mice.
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Deer. Wildcats with metal stomachs.
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Still living I say. To my husband.
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Who went to war.
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War that he did not want.
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Afghanistan.
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How he came home with hands and feet.
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Covered in blisters. Lesions the doctor said.
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Skin burning. Waking up to him crouched.
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On the floor and scratching. Saying I don’t know.
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And I know.
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That this is how war is.
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Or later. I will lay in the darkness.
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And think about burn pits in Iraq.
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Black smoke and jet fuel and fumes.
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About Vietnam sprayed. The bare mudflats after.
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Defoliation of trees. And birds. Missing mangroves.
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How dioxin poisons wind. Sleeps. In a river or sediment.
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The fatty tissue of a fish. Atomic blasts in Hiroshima and.
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Nagasaki. The incineration of bodies and land.
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Tearing skin off people. Tearing trees out of ground.
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Tearing everything.
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Away.
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How black rain fell. Radioactive bomb debris.
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Into mouths. Of people and rivers.
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How radiation lives. In grass and soil. The intestine of a cow.
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About the GWOT. Blood soaked years and streets and.
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How many miles of land. Where we left bombs.
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Unexploded or forever.
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I will think about Zone Rouge.
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Trenches like scars.
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My husband gardening. The tendons in his arms.
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Moving like trees.
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Or how war never goes away.
Amalie Flynn
October 2018