Don’t About Not
If I can’t or think
do it like I’m doing now
a beach
sun holding me
I am holding space
not space itself
not looking
being
gathering toward me
sun’s filaments
fluidity
is all I need
Mermaid Tavern
A night-wind touching bare backs lying down
and bare arms spooned across my bed, in blue
light dreaming over skin, light-fingered sparks
of seaweed, dendrites rippling through the room.
Scales rubbed against smooth sheets, in silver
puddled water, a smell of open
ocean, roseate tips of waves, our hips’
undulations, in my body’s rhythmic memory.
Emerald Inula
i.
Apples in Schiller’s desk, Balsam of Peru, rockrose,
rose alba, Helichrysum Everlasting, Immortale.
Why can’t this be enough?
ii.
Dried petals staining the pages.
Attar of cells breathing sun.
Flesh never accepting, but aching.